Like Scott Fitzgerald, Chekhov, Twain... and many others besides, I had unveiled for myself THE GREAT DECEPTION which there had been no effort ever - in any formal way - to teach me about. Why?
See also The Great Fraud
Those who approve of it, often refer to this as a 'game', or even an 'enterprise'. Most of us approve tacitly, in ignorance of what is actually happening as Scott Fitzgerald and Chekhov so eloquently illustrate - an ignorance the Establishment takes great pains to perpetuate. It goes on now very blatantly with the billionaires buying and selling football teams, so-called artworks, and fabulous yachts and stately homes. The function of most people in this immense swindle is usually innocuous enough when taken alone. Like the average soldier in a great war, they plod wearily or contentedly or indifferently along, doing as they're told, even occasionally making small decisions - but all the while having little idea of the vast power reigning over them, its unseen infiltrations, its devious control mechanisms, its ultimate aims... all of which is empowered solely through them - in their collective co-operating hoodwinked millions.
Does an ant consciously understand the overall 'design' of the society of the nest as we might observe when peering down at such a mound? Unlikely.
And if an elite controlling cabal has charge of that nest - as well as of information (propaganda) and intelligence (to rein-in dissenters such as a super-conscious ant) - then for-all-the-difference-it-could-make that super-conscious ant might as well shove its concern for the great mass of its kin out of its brain and go on permanent holiday.
To compare humanity with ants is a dubious exercise. For one thing, the evolution of a human ruling elite is extremely recent - just a few thousand years probably (when humankind have been around for several million). The evidence is that neither the human brain nor body has significantly changed in that time (ie, that few millennia). This means that to have an elite conflicts with our natural state. Had there been an elite over millions of years, then it would be natural - but there hasn't been.
The emergence of an elite might have advanced certain aspects of society, though it might equally have attenuated them, who can say? In many ways, though, it represents failure: It is like a synthetic force upon humanity, and has resulted in a power that turns potentially intelligent, autonomous and contented human-beings into thwarted, blinkered, miserable slaves. To render humanity thus is, I'd say, a stupendous crime - not a legal crime, perhaps, but a crime against life, a crime against the whole nature and purpose of existence. For without liberty, what is this life?
And that's not to mention the colossal loss from aeons of crushed people who otherwise potentially could have achieved so much invention and progress.
But worse now in the 21st C is that the existence of an elite is incompatible with survival - it resembles a wild psychopathic animal. if it is not destroyed then it will destroy everything else (at the very least, it will make Earth largely uninhabitable to us humans and higher animals).
This elite - or rather, its puppets amongst us - as part of their propaganda and in order to further confuse and disable us unobservant masses, talk of liberty like Dickens's Wackford Squeers talked (sarcastically) of kindness to children: as if the more they speak it, the more people will believe they represent it. Sadly, very sadly, they're right..
The population just love the great lottery that sweeps many millions of £££ from millions of people and hands it all out in a lump to one or two. Anyone's chance of winning might be 14-million against, but they can dream on that - and so likewise goes the entire sham the elite have laid down for us. Us masses would be much more likely to have our dreams fulfilled if we decided instead to dwell on dying in a freak air-crash.
Once seen, in all its stark clarity, what we've become embroiled in, who doesn't just want OUT? The mask, the charade has fallen away, and all one sees in place of that great optimistic culture of the 60s, is the old decrepit hideous face of that brutal relentless elite. Every generation has its mercenaries, its Bushes and Blairs - the elite has only to pick them out from the few primitives in the crowd (that 5%)... and the old mad system grinds on.
Each new generation, however liberated they imagine they are, however fresh and enlightened, however bright and informed, becomes sidelined, becomes converted, becomes like the last: hopelessly embroiled, stupidly complicit, insanely obedient!
It's true for anyone, virtually, that if they find a genuine vocation, something creative and rewarding in itself, an activity they can pursue for its own sake... like music, painting pictures, photography, writing, anything artistic that appeals to them, and ideally that they learned the rudimentaries of as a youth (so are reasonably versed in)... then the idea of slacking or idling would probably be far from their thoughts or ambitions. Except in my case - I learned the pleasures of slacking very early on (and maybe it's likewise for many other people too).
It's probably also true that people who initially might pursue a life of slacking (as had occurred to me) would fail if they perchance latched onto something that sparked their interest like architecture, astronomy, airline piloting (or ship piloting), or acting, or being a surgeon, or even electronics like for me... the list goes on... some activity that truly grips their interest and (crucially) is appropriately well-paid too.
But for the great bulk of people - employed in shops and manufacturing and service industries - working life offers little more than the social contacts thereby encountered. In short it is - like school for 80% of clients - A MASSIVE DRUDGE. Which is precisely where slacking comes in: SLACKING TO THE RESCUE!
As for me, the path I got channelled along - even with the diversions and distractions and the knowledge I gained from various (at the time - unconventional) interests like electronics - the path I got channelled along failed to promise anywhere near the income of any of those professions reserved for the favoured. Engineers like I was are regarded (like builders and farm and factory workers, and nurses and cleaners, etc: people who do the REAL work) as dross, and are treated with unmitigated disdain - the precise opposite of how they should be treated. Traditionally they have been exploited and under-paid. Why? Answer: how else can those above them maintain their insane notion that they are special and important? It's the old 'differential' swindle, encouraged by the elite in order to divide everyone into their own little niches so they see one another as rivals and hence are unlikely to join in one great uprising against the ruling elite.
Douglas Adams clarified this crucial point in his fiction. When in the face of (faked) imminent destruction of Earth, an evacuation requiring three massive spaceships is planned. The first to be built and leave Earth carries all the unnecessary people like estate-agents and hairdressers and (if it was my story) the middle and upper classes who drain ~90% of the wealth created by the rest. (I don't include genuine slackers because regardless of class they cost very little to keep and present a negligible burden.) But once that first spaceship is gone, the fake is exposed and the other two ships don't even get built. Which leaves Earth with scientists and engineers and doctors and builders and so on, but none of your swindlers and sharks and BIG city leaches who drain the lifeblood from the rest of us.
Back to reality: useful and creative occupations like surgeon and architect stand a great distance from most of us - unless we're powerfully attracted and make a big effort to get involved. This is because of an instilled zero-confidence (and other persuasive influences), and we are frequently daunted by our lack of knowledge about a particular occupation. This all but precludes such options to ordinary people - the advantages of a privileged background eludes them. They are not free either to choose a life of slacking - unless they accept the prospect of hardship as a result - see November (on Studs Terkel).