First, I should clarify that I’ve neither studied meditation in depth nor practiced it in more than a superficial way. But I have dipped into several fine books on the subject, by respected authors, and have experienced marginally some of the benefits of meditating.
So far as I can tell, all the many kinds of meditation are simply different ways of achieving inner tranquillity and contentment. Their aim is always to still the mind, which is usually preoccupied with worldly activities like reflecting on past events or projecting on future ones. Hence the old adage for peacefulness: ‘Living in the NOW’
The assumption is that NOW you are sitting comfortably at home in a quiet room, on a bench-seat in a park with birds singing and distant traffic sounds, or on a remote beach with the waves lapping or even crashing and gulls crying… or perhaps you’re not sitting, but are in a busy street with all the sounds and bustle one associates with such places…. crucially you’re in the NOW... fully conscious of the present.
You are NOW free to feel the ground against your feet, the air on your face, the clothes on your skin – feel the input from all your senses... and relax muscle tensions: feet, legs, body, shoulders, neck. If you're sitting, you can close your eyes and let the sounds around you float where they are and listen over them for more distant sounds, then past those too until you’re focused on the great backdrop of silence beyond. Any thought that enters your mind, regardless of subject or cause, you immediately steer your focus around so as to avoid, letting it fade unfed by any kind of attention. NOW you are beginning to MEDITATE.
Even if you’re walking, looking at things as they pass by, being in the NOW is riding on a crest of no-time, resting the mind. This is a kind of shallow meditation that is almost as restful as the deeper meditation of sitting quietly with eyes closed.
When I’ve meditated in a quiet room the tiniest sound could be as intrusive as a dumper-truck would be if I was meditating on a bench-seat near a busy building site, but by listening BEYOND the sounds I can meditate virtually anywhere.
In spite of trying to meditate and still the mind, most of the time I fail to achieve that stillness, yet even a few seconds of calm can make it all worthwhile and in fact become a great achievement, with significant benefits. If you have negative thoughts that you believe you need several hours to elapse in order to leave behind, then a few minutes of meditation can have the same effect – separating you in time – so you feel distanced and refreshed. It’s like the psychological equivalent of a couple of minutes standing on one of those vibrator machines you see at big exhibitions that rejuvenate one physically as if you’ve just got there, when in fact you’ve already spent a few hours wandering around. All the aches and pains that were wearing you down – ie, all the worries and stresses that were dragging you into despair – are in just a few minutes distanced, reduced or even eliminated altogether.
I make this process sound more like some kind of therapy or palliative. Personally, I've only ever used it to enhance a sense of well-being, rather than to escape from feeling glum. The truth is, I rarely bother to meditate, as if to do so involves effort and that to remain fully aware of myself and my surroundings is the priority. By saying I rarely meditate, though, is not entirely correct, because what I mean is: I rarely do it deliberately. Rather, it's incidental as I wander through woodland, across fields and hills, into glens and lose myself among a maze of little paths... instead of ruminating I focus on the NOW: where I am, how it feels. This is easy when alone. But one can be anywhere, doing anything...
For a novice all this might seem astonishing – you only have to try it to see that it works. Watch that you don't build negative thoughts again if you focus on them after you’ve stopped meditating – by avoiding them you can remain refreshed. But why stop meditating, when you can change to a less deep version while you get on with other activities – making sure to steer around reflections/anticipations that are not relevant to what you’re doing.
I think we all spend our lives constantly moving through levels of meditation. It’s as if there’s a line at one end of which is Zero where the most disturbed/frenzied reflective/ruminating planning/anticipating brain activity is going on – ie, the lowest possible meditative condition - while at the other end is the deepest most tranquil meditation possible, such as perhaps Krishnamurti practiced.
All the time we are somewhere on that line between a mind in turmoil and a mind at peace. Most of us, I guess, move around near the centre. But if we give ourselves a few minutes near the peaceful end, we’ll stick there a bit after we stop before slowly sliding back to almost where we were. If we do it often, every time the slide back will be slower and less. So we become more composed, more contented and more responsive. Our worries fade, maybe not altogether, but fade is a start. Our health improves, and our outlook. NOW our brains can work on what they’re most useful for – whatever we intend – instead of wasting emotional energy churning over all kinds of pointless babble to no avail, babble that could be causing stress and unhappiness, like a niggling demon constantly pestering and stopping us operating effectively and contentedly.
So try it – but don't try too hard - as with life in general, these things are best approached lightheartedly. There’s loads of techniques: focusssing on objects, mantras or real sounds. For me, none are especially useful. I merely sit, relax, rest attention on my senses – one after another – then listen through the sounds around me until I’m merging with that great peaceful void beyond everything. Once a few seconds of stillness has been achieved, I can return to normal, open my eyes refreshed, and get on with whatever I'm doing – or not doing – feeling more composed, more contented and at one with myself and the world as it is (warts an' all, as they say).
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See ALSO: Thoughts of a Sage -- The Master Game -- Henry Miller